Sunday, July 30, 2017

지훈asmr - To Everyone. 그리고..내가 쥬니에게 하고 싶은 말.

2017/07/30

쥬니가 팬들을 위해서 이 비디오를 업로드 했습니다~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sibM5O5z7p0&t=128s
팬에게 고맙다는 말을 하는 영상입니다.
JiHoon uploaded this vid for fans. It's about how thankful he is for his fans.
I already made the sub for this vid. I will post about it as soon as I found Junny publishes the sub.
(I usually call him Junny, a pet name. For this post, I will refer him as Junny.)

저도.. 쥬니한테 말하고 싶은 말이 있었습니다. 그래서 한국어랑 영어랑 같이 씁니다.
너무 개인적이고 길어서 쥬니한테 직접 톡을 보내거나 유튜브에 답글로 달 수는 없어서..
그래서 이 블로그에 씁니다.. 전 겁쟁이라..ㅋㅋㅋ
AND there was what I want to say to Junny too. So, I'm writing Korean and English together here.
I cannot say this directly to JiHoon OR leave on Youtube comments. Cuz.. it's too long and quite personal.
So, I'm writing on here in this blog, because I'm a coward..lol

아주~ 길고 개인적인 이야기가 될테지만.. 머, 여긴 내 블로그니까.ㅋ
It will be really~ long~ and personal, but.. Well... this is my blog, after all..lol

실은 한 달 정도 전 부터.. 쥬니 팬을 그만둘까 말까 매일 같이 고민했었습니다.
그래서 쥬니 생일까지는 자막 만들고, 스밍 듣고, 후원하다가..
생일 방송 때 할 수 있는 후원 다하고, 깨끗하게 그걸 끝으로 이 블로그에 포스팅 하나만 남겨놓고 사라질까 했었습니다.
Actually, for about a month, I was struggling everyday if I quit being his fan or not.
So, I was thinking.. I would make subs, listen his streaming, donate.. Until his birthday..
and On that day.. I would donate everything I could, and vanish.. leaving only one post on this blog.   

두 가지 이유가 있었습니다. 첫번째는 제 현실 삶인데..
전 9시부터 6시까지 일을 하고, 저녁에는 대학원을 다닙니다. 학기 중에는 영화 한 편 맘대로 볼 시간도 없습니다.
그래서 쥬니를 보기 시작한 후에 잠부족이랑 시간부족에서 오는 스트레스로 한 달 전에 3일을 앓아 누웠습니다.
그 이후로 제 삶과 쥬니 방송에 대한 발란스를 찾기 위해서 제 나름대로의 규칙도 만들었죠.
일주일에 자막을 2개만 만든다거나. 이젠 없어졌지만 단톡방은 눈팅만 한다거나..
There were two reasons. First was about my real life.
I have a 9 to 6 job at daytime and go to a grad school at night.
I barely have time to watch a movie in peace when I'm on a semester.
So, after I started to watch Junny, I got sick for 3 days cuz of lack of sleep and time managing stress.
I was trying to find a balance with my life and Junny.. making my own rules after that. 
Like.. Making 2 subs max a week, Reading only for the group chatroom that is gone now. 

두번째 이유가 더 큰 건데.. 쥬니는.. 매력 넘치지만.. 제멋대로입니다.
그 아이같은 면이 쥬니의 매력중 하나이기도 한데.. 다만 욱~하는 그 성격은..
전 현실에서는 그런 사람들을 어떻게 대할 줄 몰라서 아예 피해버립니다.
The second reason is more serious to me.
Junny... is charming and attractive.. but.. he does whatever he wants. 
That child-like part is another part of his charm. But.. his temper..
I usually completely avoid the people like that in my real life because I don't know how to deal with them.  

그래서 전 이제 사무적인 느낌 아니면 쥬니한테 톡도 못합니다..ㅋ
제가 성격이 솔직하고 직선적이라.. 혹시라도 쥬니가 욱하면 난 어떻게 해야할지 몰라서..
쥬니 잘못은 아니고, 그냥 쥬니는 쥬니인데.. 저 혼자 안절부절하기가 이젠 힘든 거였죠.
게다가 내가 갑자기 사라진다고 해도.. "어, 그러고 보니 요즘 안보이네?"로 끝날 거 같은 느낌이기도 하고..
So.. I cannot even send a message to Junny if it's not something business-like..lol
My personality is pretty honest and straight-forward.. If Junny gets mad with something I say, I would have no idea what to do..
It's not his fault, he is just who he is... I just couldn't stand the anxiousness anymore.
Also, even if I'm gone like that.. I feel like.. He will just say.. "Oh, right. When I think of it, I haven't seen her these days."

쥬니가 힘들 땐 짜증날 정도로 걱정되고, 애교부릴 땐 귀여워 미치겠고..
작정하면서 말할 땐 설레고, 수금할땐 얄미워도 웃게 되지만,
쥬니가 성질부릴 땐 "내가 왜 이런 사람 방송을 보고 필요하지도 않는 것 같은 자막을 잠자는 시간 아껴가며 만드는 거지?"
라는 짜증이 계속 교차해서.. 이제 힘들어서 그만 두려 했습니다.
지난 몇 주 동안은 쥬니를 위해서라기보다 고마워하시는 팬분들을 위해서 자막을 만들기도 했구요.
When he was tired, I got so worried that make me angry,
When he was being cute, it made me crazy,
When he was in his full-intention, it gave me butterflies on my stomach.
When he was collecting..lol.., he's like a little devil that I couldn't help but laughed it off. 
But, when he lost his temper, I felt like.. "Why do I watch this person's streaming and make subs that took out my own sleeping time that I'm not even sure he wants..?" 
Those.. flipping emotions back and forth.. was too hard to me. So.. I was giving it up.
For the last couple of weeks, I made the subs for fans who appreciate the subs.. than for Junny himself. 

근데.. 희한하네요..ㅋ
저 영상을 보고 나니까 그만둘까 말까 한 달 내내 고민하던 마음이..
며칠 전에 성질낼 때는 이제 진짜 사라지자.. 라고 생각했던 마음이.. 눈 녹듯이 사라지네요..ㅎㅎ
But.. really weird thing is..
After I watched THAT vid, all the struggles I went through for the whole month, 
and my swear that's saying "I'm done and I will be gone~!" a couple of days ago when he got mad..
It just... disappeared.. LOL

제가 참.. 쥬니를 많이 애정하나 봅니다..
I guess.. I do..really fancy him a lot. 

이걸 읽으시는 팬분들은 화나실 수도 있습니다.
님이 먼데 쥬니를 그만두려했네 마네 말하는거냐고 화내실 수도 있습니다.
이거 읽고 쥬니가 마음아파할거는 생각안하냐고 하실수도 있죠.
I think some fans who are reading this can get angry.
They can be angry like.. who the hell are you..? talking about quitting Junny or not~
or are you not thinking about that your post can hurt Junny's feeling..?

하지만 지금 타이밍에서, 전 이걸 얘기하지 않으면.. 언젠가 진짜 말 없이 사라지고 싶어할 거 같아서..ㅠㅠ
But, if I don't talk about this right now, at this time.. 
I feel like.. I might really be gone some day without a word. 

쥬니가 이걸 읽을지 아닐지도 알 수 없고,
혹시라도 완전 창피하게 스밍에서 공개처형 당할지도 모르지만..ㅎㅎ
어쨌든.. 한 달 동안 내내 고민하고 무거웠던 마음이 풀리는 느낌이네요..
I don't know Junny will ever read this or not.
Or I might be hanged in front of everyone in the streaming..lol
But.. anyway.. It gives my mind a peace.. that was struggling for the whole month..

혹시 이 긴 글을 다 읽어주셨다면..
감사드립니다..
If you ever read all of this long post this far..
I really thank you for that.

이제부터도 잘 부탁드립니다.
And well.. Let's keep this rolling~!


OH,
P.S: If you have something to say to Junny after you watch the vid.
You can comment on the Youtube vid, but if you comment on this post, also,
I will translate back to Junny with the original text after I get enough. Or you can send it to my email mindselfie@gmail.com
Doesn't matter how long it is.

And I will NOT reply comments on this post. Thanks.  



Saturday, July 22, 2017

17/07/23 this week Eng subs.

Hello, everyone.

I usually submit my sub at friday or saturday for Sunny선히 to review..
But, JiHoon publishes those subs whether Sunny review it or not..:(

So.. anyway.. These are published.
If you want to see better subs, you might want to wait till Sunny edits those.
(or, better yet. watch it twice~ :D lol)

1. "섹시한 남성의 작업질? 파트1" -  A sexy guy flirting - part 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvuvicpvQs4&t=41s

2. "왁싱한 남성의 신혼 첫날밤 part1" - The wedding night of a man who waxed -part 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbn_ybdf6UU&t=234s

3. "피곤한 남편을 자극하는 와이프" - A Wife is teasing her tired husband.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzsqUzMAn44&t=51s

Enjoy.
And PLEASE comment MORE than "English subtitle please."

Sunday, July 16, 2017

New Eng subs are on.

Hello.

JiHoon published my subs before Sunny could edit it..:(
I didn't even mention about it to him.. hmm.. he's fast...lol

But.. well.. Here is the list since he published it already.
You can wait a day or 2 for better subs~

1. "음흉한 남자친구의 집에서 데이트" - A date with a tricky BF at home.

2. "신혼부부의 아침 달달,야함주의!" - The sweet morning of newlyweds


Enjoy~

Now, I'm making subs for the videos that has lots of views (or my personal favorite)
But I'd like to do subs of the videos what you guys want.
So.. more requested videos be worked on first.

I'm not counting the simple "Eng subs please" comments as a request, though.
I'm not trying to be mean.. It's just.. I feel like a sub making machine, then..:(
So, please.. comment something about JiHoon on the request.

Peace~!


Monday, July 10, 2017

(日本語説明)JiHoon's account link for Soundgasm.

Hello, everyone.

Here is his page on Soundgasm.
https://soundgasm.net/u/jihoon/

He's uploading the old ones for now.
But, JiHoon said only one file can be uploaded at a time. So, it will take some time.
Also, because the speed of uploading is soooo slow, there are only 4 files, now.

It's so annoying~! he got what.. like.. 40 recordings for 19+?
It will take FOREVER~!!!

If any of you guys know how to upload multiple files on soundgasm
using some codes or other external sites.. PLEASE let me know to mindselfie@gmail.com

I don't know when he's gonna upload the NEW 19+ yet, AND what the exact rule is gonna be.

Peace.


こんにちわ、皆さん

今週からは日本からもこのブログに来てくれるので、重要なポストは日本語でも書きます~!
ジフンのR18はSoundgasmと言うサイトでアップロードし始めました。ここです。
https://soundgasm.net/u/jihoon/
Youtubeでは厳しいすぎでR18のアップロードはもうしません。
日本語字幕はまだ…R18のも、普通のも、あまりないです。
R18の字幕はこのブルグにあるものだけです。
普通の字幕は今は二つぐらいしかありません。
それはジフンのYoutube channel "지훈asmr"で探してみて下さい。




Saturday, July 8, 2017

Eng subs are on..

Hello.
4 of new Eng subs are on now.

I thought it will be easier for you guys if I post about it and link those.

1. "생리하는 여친 그냥 집에서 잠 재우기" - Making a GF fall asleep who's on her period.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vN4V5r5nVtE&t=28s

2."여자친구의 갑작스러운 자취방 방문! " - a sudden visit from a GF
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XwMRCald_J8&t=41s

3."아픈 남친을 병간호 해주는 너" - "You who's taking care of a sick BF"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZhQMADnWIY&t=230s

4."스토커 납치범과의 ..식사" - having a meal with stalking kidnapper.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mde9X-M9cnU&t=7s


Please leave a comment on his Youtube vid to request Eng Sub.
If I see more than 2 or 3 subs requests on a vid, I know that's the one I have to work on first..
But, please don't make a request every vids..lol  It will only confuses me.

And when you comment, PLEASE comment about other things with it.
"Eng Sub please" or "Could you please put on English subtitle?" is TOO...DRY..lol

We know JiHoon doesn't understand English, but still some fans can read it, so compliment about his.. cuteness.. lol.. or request a Role-playing.
Or... whatever you wanna say to JiHoon.
(Who knows..? if it's long and frequent enough, He might use a google translator..lol)

Peace.




Friday, July 7, 2017

THE BASE of his 19+ contents will be...

Hello. Everyone~!

OK, so.. I was waiting for this to be official and functioned before I post about it..
But.. I guess.. one more post wouldn't hurt..lol
and next week is still far away..

First of all, the base of his 19+ contents will be at soundgasm.net
Never knew this website before.. So I went to check out.

That website is as simple as you can get.
It doesn't even have a home screen or search bar.
It's like.. "what the..??"
You have literally.. NOTHING to do when you go to the website as it is...lol

You need to have a direct link, or know the exact username of the uploader.
So, I run some keywords in Google, and listened some of the contents in there..

Well... Only I can say is.. there is NO WAY his contents will be banned there.
Unless Korean government bans the whole website from Korean internet networking.


Second, the rule of uploading..
JiHoon will clarify what will be the exact rule next week.
Most likely... He will upload the preview (or part 1) on Youtube.
And when the view count hits 10,000.. I think he will upload the part 2 on soundgasm.

There is one part 1 now... after he decided to use soundgasm.
Here. let's make the count 10,000 by next week.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZ6m1gO296M

And... 4 subs are coming up in a couple of days.
Sunny will review to edit it and ask JiHoon to be published.

Peace.


Sunday, July 2, 2017

UPDATES!! his 19+ channel became a pay-per-view

Hello, everyone.

If you guys followed my posts or JiHoon's streaming, 
You've already know how hard JiHoon tried to share his 19+ contents free.

If you are a new-comer.. Here is the sum-up.

1. He made about 7 channels so far every time the channel got blinded or shut down.
2. He tried to share via Google Drive but the server couldn't hold it. Too many downloaders.
3. He tried to share it in a private chatroom in Kakao but it seems like someone who keep reporting him might hide in the chatroom cuz his channel got shut down in 72 hours at that time. 
4. He tried to make the whole channel as a paid-channel for viewers to pay less.. But the channel got shut down.
5. He made a Japanese channel to avoid the attention, but today it got the 1st warning.

So, his 19+ Japanese channel got the 1st warning. 
...there is no other options, now.
JiHoon heard from another ASMRer that..if the videos charged as pay-per-view, it will be hard to be reported.

He's still setting up the channel by countries based on his traffic info of the channel. 

He's charging each piece 3000won in Korean currency.
That's about the value of... 1~2 cups of coffee or 2~3 bags of chip in Korea.   

If you think his charge is too much for your country's currency value, comment on this post and suggest the charge about the same value, I will pass on to him.

AND now, all of his recordings in this blog stopped sharing.

Peace.


UPDATES~!!!!!

It seems like his 19+ channel got the 2nd warning, already. So uploading is banned, now.
Don't know how it could happen..
JiHoon guesses the reports were already updated by the time he make the channel pay-per-view.
Just action of the warnings were delayed. and most likely, the channel will be shut down in a couple of days.
So.. He doesn't know what to do for now, but I think he will decide in the steaming.
And he might make the 19+ channel free again till the shut-down.

In any ways he decides, this blog will follow his rule.
Now I blocked every links but if he decides to share free in kakao group chatroom,
This blog also will be freely share his contents, again.

...till... this blog gets shut down.. too..??lol
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 AGAIN, HIS 19+ JAPANESE CHANNEL GOT SHUT DOWN. (07.05) 

Saturday, July 1, 2017

His streaming channel got blinded again~!

Well.. Since he felt awful about last 2 days..
(He couldn't do the recordings cuz of problems that his new equipment had)
He announced to do 6 recordings tonight..

Tonight, while he's doing the 2nd 19+ recording (and the viewer was over 550~!!)
the channel got blinded...@_@~!!!!

....AGAIN~!!!!

He resumed the streaming on his new gaming channel..
But, he couldn't do the recordings anymore so he played "Outlast"

well.. So... I'm not sure where he will do the streaming tomorrow..
It's either on his Japanese channel or his new gaming channel.
You guys already know the Japanese channel. Here is his gaming channel.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdpUpL6jr75NNqyP00auftg





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